Paranoia

I have a problem. It is concurrent with my soul twin :) which makes me feel a little better but... I still feel like a moron.

Let me give you an example. I text my friend Kira a question. She doesn't answer. I text her again after like 20 minutes. HELLO?! still no answer. I call her phone because at this point i'm a little ticked off so I don't care what she's doing she needs to answer me! Such a brat. She doesn't answer her phone. So i call her house. Nobody answers. She's dead. Not literally but that's the point. My automatic assumption is that she's dead! And this happens all the time! If I'm babysitting for Ericka and she is a half an hour late coming home...she's dead. I just automatically assume that she got in a car crash and i start thinking about how I'm here with her kids and the news will be so shocking to them and blah blah blah. It's horrible!

My question is: am I an emo freak? Is this habit going to affect my behavior for the rest of my life? Lol! And yes, I am fully aware of how retarded I sound. I just needed to verbalize the things that are weighing down on my brain :)